Thoughts Are Not Just A Thought

Akhirnya perasaan itu datang. Hari itu, detik itu, aku kembali merasakan sebuah perasaan yang telah lama hilang. Sebuah perasaan yang dikenal sebagai perasaan yang mudah timbul dan tenggelam. Muncul sesukanya, semaunya, seenaknya. Sebuah perasaan. Perasaan dimana kupu-kupu seperti sedang menggelitik perutmu. Perasaan dimana hatimu seperti sedang mengendarai pesawat ulang-alik, terbang bebas menuju tak terbatas. Perasaan dimana kau ingin menari tanpa sebuah alasan. Perasaan dimana terdapat sebuah cahaya harapan dibalik kekhawatiran dan keraguan. Ya. Aku memang tidak pernah meminta untuk diketuk hatinya. Aku memang tidak pernah meminta untuk diberi manisnya sebuah perasaan Aku memang tidak pernah meminta sebuah ketulusan. “Namun aku bersyukur.” Kau datang Kau ketuk Kau berusaha Hingga Kau menang. Memperjuangkan. Hidup dan takdir siapa yang sangka. Sikap, pikiran, dan pandangan siapa yang bisa menebak Hati seperti ombak, ia akan me...

Things that I like to do with you: ...having some deep shit conversation. All day. All Night. Whether it's about something that really unneccessary like, maybe about, how cool stranger things series are, how weird people disgusted by dust despite dust are literally everywhere, how scientist and researcher could get a hypotheses about big bang and black hole , how cool Aristotle is, why there's mean people in this world, what is the meaning of love, what's your favorite pasta, how beautiful moon is but when you see very clearly it isn't beautiful at all, how human brain works, how interesting sci-fi are, what is life, what's your favorite song to listen when you're on the road, how amazing time-travel theory is, or maybe just talk about how much calories in your daily ice cream could take. You know, I really like those things. Maybe it sounds really-really weird to you. But to be very honest, I would do that things with you. Like in million ti...

"If cactus were a girl,  she would be an introvert one. She hides herself behind its thorn without anyone knowing,  who she actually is; what she actually likes. She may looks tough outside,  but we might never knew what's really inside her. Maybe she's fragile  and had a soft heart;  cheerful and bright.  Or maybe she had something dark inside.  You'll never know what she's trying to hide from you;  what she's trying to show you.  Deep down there.  She's a secret." 12:29 p.m.